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week two [05 Mar 2007|10:27pm] [ music | california ] I feel like I'm constantly waiting. Breathe in, breathe out. One more minute passed. Quick glance at the phone just to make sure I haven't missed anything. Two minutes. You always come through but a little late. A little off. Three minutes. My mind starts wandering. Four minutes. I'm gone. post comment

week one [23 Feb 2007|09:49am] [ music | reason why ] it's not that i don't understand you it's not that i don't want to be with you, but you only wanted me, the way you wanted me. you're brand new and i'm already scared. please please, stay a while. post comment

ughh [12 Feb 2007|10:23pm] [ music | messiah ] i am getting sosick of this when do i get to leave? post comment

rush [07 Feb 2007|09:10pm] [ music | selby ] life would be so much easier if i could learn to keep my mouth shut &sometimes i wonder what it would be like if you just didn't care i can't handle much more of this. on a happier note, life has been pretty good lately :)   1 comment|post comment

if living is the problem, well that's just baffling [09 Jan 2007|09:49pm] [ music | accidental deth ] rightnow, i couldn't be happier and i have no idea why. i have a meeting on friday to discuss my future. now i just have to figure out what that is. 7 comments|post comment

[01 Jan 2007|11:42pm] This could've been so easy. Ohwell. 2 comments|post comment

[27 Dec 2006|12:33pm] you're crazy. you're beautiful. 6 comments|post comment

my heart stops every time [13 Dec 2006|06:09pm] [ music | two weeks in hawaii ] I have incredibly shaky hands. 1 comment|post comment

we do the best we can in a small town [10 Dec 2006|01:02am] [ music | all of your love ] I don't think I've been this happy in a long time. I'm hoping this lasts, because I don't know if I can handle it if it doesn't. I seem to be getting more and more attached and more and more scared /////// It's nice to have this again. It's been a while. I can count on one hand the number of people I trust, And that's just fine with me. ( it's good to be in love ) 4 comments|post comment

[19 Nov 2006|12:08pm] i could get use to this. post comment

[19 Oct 2006|07:17pm] you [kindof] make me sick. post comment

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[08 Oct 2006|07:47pm] [ music | if only ] life's good :) post comment

i want you back. [01 Oct 2006|06:31pm] [ music | beautiful rescue ] hello october. please treat me nicely. 4 comments|post comment

going back won't feel the same [29 Sep 2006|03:42pm] [ music | franklin ] this is a nice change. post comment

[21 Sep 2006|09:37pm] it's nice to know that after all we've been through, you still call every now and then, just like you said you would, to make sure i'm okay. thankyou. post comment

sometimes we all back out [17 Sep 2006|09:14pm] sometimes all you have to do is flip down a mattress in a torn down marina, hang out for a while with some good friends, and realize everything will work out. life is starting to look up. 2 comments|post comment

[15 Sep 2006|10:35pm] if i won your heart i'd just get tired of you anyway. post comment

//i need you here [14 Sep 2006|09:00pm] right now, i'm a little scared of myself. i don't like it. post comment

can we take the next hour and talk about me [30 Aug 2006|08:48pm] [ music | i'm actual ] school is killing me. i need a break. on the bright side, i'm starting to feel a little better :) 3 comments|post comment

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